Sometimes fasting isn’t quite what we expect. Most of the
time we fast for someone who’s sick, struggling, or something along those
lines.
This fast was just like any other. I was fasting for my very
best friend to receive his mission call. I don’t think I’ve ever thought about
someone while fasting for them as much as I did this time. Every 5min I would
just pray and plead with my Father in Heaven to give him the call or help him
feel peace. I thought for sure it would work. I knew my faith was strong enough,
but it was still His way. I made sure to still leave it in His hands. The call
didn’t come. At first I was mad and just wanted to cry. I had been fasting. It
should have worked. But I didn’t know till later that it actually had, it just
wasn’t exactly what I had been praying for. My friend was about to give up and
just be done trying to go on a mission, but then he remembered that I was
fasting for him, and he just couldn’t do it.
My fasting was the reason that he didn’t give up.
When he told me this, it almost brought tears to my eyes. My
fasting had worked. Well, of course it did, it always does and I know that. But
this time it was different. Because I was fasting my friend didn’t give up. And
that was really what I was fasting for in the end. It was such a huge testimony
builder to me that our Father in Heaven knows so much more than we do and he
knows what we need. Neither of us would have had that faith building experience
if he would have just gotten his call.
Heavenly Father’s way is always right, even though it might
be really hard in the moment, it’s always worth it in the end. :)
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